I can’t simply say I fell in love in an instant. I learn to love. I grew up while doing so. And as it is, being a stranger in my life, you became that cog that keeps everything altogether. You kept my life at bay. You anchored me down but still makes me shine.
I felt that comfort. I felt that temporary emotion of losing you. I learned to accept everything as it may come. Our future is never clear. But as i see it with you, reasons came about and all the result is truly for a better.
Whatever it may be, you are simply - awesome.
(This is for you: Super Junior’s Shining Star)
I miss them so much but times have change.
Good Morning!
I am now feeling very Nihilistic about my life today.
Sad to say, this depression will be written down and you will be able to read it. Yay for you!
At this point in time, i’m feeling very very lonely. Not that it’s the season, but the changes that is now happening in my life. I remember writing down on my journal: My Life Will Change This 2010. I hope this will be for the better.
There are a lot of things bothering me. One is being stuck as a kid, both in mindset and perspective. Two, having the responsibility to grow up and work. Three, the people around me are changing drastically like me. Four, I have to make decisions that will be casts in stone for the rest of my life. Five, I am still me.
How absurd it is to think that people around you will be the same as always, they will have their own lives, if you can’t move on from that, then you’ll be left alone, waloowing in the shadows of yesterday.
I’m just depressed and i need to tumblr it out of my system.
I have a lot in mind, i have a lot to cover.
This is why it sucks to be an only child, you can only trust yourself, the world is your hidden enemy, the world is an abyss, and you are the only remaining answer to your own question.
Where the hell is Nietsche when you need him.
I wish to live on his day and era.
Absurd. but Amor Fati.
(via misswallflower)
(via misswallflower)
Peek a boo
Stay.
